Saturday, March 31, 2007

friday night!

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

As I Look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
and the purest one I'll own
no you'll never be alone
My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

somehow,
this friday..
didnt seem like any other fridays.
today was filled with emotions
from the beginning right till the very end

hmm.
but i must say
its a day well spent.
8D

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

TUESDAY

hello all!!
all of a sudden
it feels like i got a huge load of my back
feels like now.. can walk properly.
HAH!

sorry.
had to let you guys know that.
you know,
today
it dint bring me down at all.
the fact that..
it was such a minor thing...
and a total waste of my time
but ohs well.

thank god its over!
good riddance.
(sounds familiar)

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Monday, March 19, 2007

haha!
hello all.
yeah yeah its been long
much has happenned since the last time blogged
HAHAHA.
but you see.
i dont wanna talk bout it so yaa.

alrightd alrights
since all you buggers are pestering me to update
i shall crawl inside my own brain
and try to remember what happen okay
okay.

hmm,
oh yes.
sunday(11th march)
my cousin got married
mad hard busy yaw.
aint no break time.
not even five minutes for my daily dosage.
damn it.
it was so tiring
i fell asleep on the couch

monday(12th march)- tuesday(13th march)
i had papers.
hmm,
it was preety good la
aint that bad
could do it
my hands were aching though
from writing to much
went to study on monday afternooon for my next paper
and i watched
MUSIC & LYRICS on tuesday.
the movie's awesome im tellin you guys
you should go watch it
its real good.

wednesday
hmm..
where did i go today
OH YES!
i went out with mother today
as usual she was late
AN HOUR!
went ta tm
spent some time with lil FARAH
went to the arcade
yaada yaada yaada.
HAHAAH!
this kinda thing..
no need no elaboration.

thursday!
i went for lunch
met my mom at bugis
which btw,
was a total waste of time.
she dint even get what she wanted la.
at the end of the dy,
she came back empty handed.
ugh

FRIDAY!!!!
cause its friday night
and the feelings right
cause its friday night
ooh, whata night.
HAHAHAH!
met up with aazziee!
havent met this girl for ages la.
two months maybe
hmm, more?
ohswells.
catch up a lil
she obviously got a shock of her life
cause me, yub and shaunna
just couldnt stop dancing.
HAHAHAH!
every shop we entered,
we'd get down and boogie
OH YES
how can i forget.
i met bumped into someone special today
HEE HEE
its been long dude
really really long.
HAH.

lets see.
many ppl to loook at today.
the one in yellow.
the one at adidas.
the one passing by.
many.

Saturday
felt really weak
but i went out anyways.
met b at city hall
made our way to yck
cause he wanted to regster for bike lisence
turns out..
IT WAS CLOSED.
HAH.
loser.
headed down to vivo after that
met up with an old friend
NADIA.
ive not seen her for damn long la
bt she s just the same.
hahahah!

OUH.
then..there were models
HAWWTTT! models
a lil *snapsnap*
HAHAHAH!
go view b's blog.
nice pictures.
though i think..
me being in there. spoilt the whole thing.
HAHAHAAH.!!!
ohs wells.

headed down to united square later that night
chilled for a moment
headed home after that.

sunday
as usual.
it stay home sunday for me.
AHHHAHA!
oh, i woke up at TWO THIRTY
im a pig ey?
HEH

and today.
i dont think im goin anywhere to day.
besides the fact that ive got laundry to do
a room to clean.
and anass to lazy to do anything
HAHAAH!!

hmm,
here's a lil somthing for all of us.
we all know that the blog is here
to express our emtions
be it good or bad.
happy or sad.
whether or not the entry is being refered to a certain someone.
is really up to the reader.
cause you see
even if i were to state the name
but as a reader you think otherwise.
then theres nothing i can do.
can i?

so what im tryin to get at is.

dont judge me by the way i look
dont criticize the way i dress
dont try to know me like reading a book
dont judge me by the cover

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

hello wello
anyways blogger's being a pain in the butt!
as always but who cares.
who isnt right.

so,
i went to school today
yes, SCHOOL
as i was sayin..
i went to school
early and shit
only to know
CLASS WAS CANCELLED
and no monkey donkey idiot could have told me know
freaking annoyin i swear
ugh.
anyways, movin on.

hahah
i need to start studyin.
HEH.

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hello wello
anyways blogger's being a pain in the butt!
as always but who cares.
who isnt right.

so,
i went to school today
yes, SCHOOL
as i was sayin..
i went to school
early and shit
only to know
CLASS WAS CANCELLED
and no monkey donkey idiot could have told me know
freaking annoyin i swear
ugh.
anyways, movin on.

hahah
i need to start studyin.
HEH.

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my days

2nd march 2007

every move i make is wrong
every step i take is wrong
no right words come out from my mouth
even my thinkin is not on the right track anymore
nothung i do is right
nothing i say is right

how do i redeem myself from here
from this point of which im standin at
ive tried my bst to come up with solutions for everything
but all seems to fail
nothing seems to work

i think abut it all the time
till i dont have enough strength to do anything else
my days are filled with questions
to which i have no answers to
tryin mybest to be logical
to be fair
to balance everything out
but nothin is like that AT ALL

it affects me till i shut my eyes
though, it daunts e in my sleep still
nightmares? you can say that

what do i do
waht do i say
what are steps i gotta take

theses are some of the questions
that run thru my head now
is there an avenue i could go
an opening to theses questions

i try my best not to think bout it at times
but i'll just end up being in the same position
am i not trying
not tryin hard enough

this game at which i gamble
not knowin if im playin my cards right
will i looose it all to my very last dime
or would i get something good in the end

3rd march 2007

i woke up today
havin the urge to cry
like everything was crumbling
right before my eyes
all of a sudden
all that once got me thinking came back
catching me off guard
not knowin what to do
i allowed the emotions and thoughts roam my mind
i dint know if i was really up
whether or not it was a dream or a NIGHTMARE
im feelin how i felt before
all down and low
like life has lost its purpose
and the next thing i knew
i lost it
tears came down
yet my questions werent answered


if only things were as easy as before
wait, what am i talkin about
it was that easy
i just screwed things up.

DAUGHTRY- IT S NOT OVER

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out
Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
Let's start over
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

helloworld
yeah yeah
i havent been bloggin
bigg deal

anyways.
lots has happen in this month.
as in feb la
but yeah
i dont even remember what.

other than..
valentines day
11th
danceworks
27th
and
bla bla bla

but anyways,
its been filled with ups and downs
some im proud of
some im not
i shant say it here

ive actually lost my mood to blog
but for the simple reason that everythings outta my head
cause i got interrupted just now
so yeah..
BLAME EM KIDS!


[warmness on the soul.]
Your hazel green tint eyes watching,
Every move I make.
And the feeling of doubt,
It's erased.
I'll never feel alone again,
With you by my side.
You're the one,
And in you I confide
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love,
Was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love has always been,
True as can be.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love,
Was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love has always been,
True as can be.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.

okay, somethings just dont need an explanation.
im so exhausted from every thing that im on the verge of breakig down.
someone please save me.
ive done way too many things thats wrong.
i dont know how to make things right again

girlfriend,
im sorry i havent been the ideal one this month
yeah, i know there aint no excuse for that
i know what ive been this whole time
things i dont tell you
but find out from other people..
from her,
im really sorry
-sigh-

i dont even know where to begin..
but please give me some time
you will know all bout it in time to come
you call and i dont pick up
you text and i dont reply
i dont even meet up with you

yes, i know im a disappointment
especially to you
i screwed up
BUT
i still am the same nor you knew
i guess i messed up
wait, i KNOW i messed up
BADDD

please give me a chance to explain myself
to tell you why i did things as such
to answer ur questions
to redeem myself
and change for the better

dont walk away from me just yet

girlfriend.

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